i must say that ytd was not a veri good dayss. i was sitting at my chair thinking of many thing. it just flow down trough my cheek 7 my hands. thinking that watshld i do. but to no vail. I Just sleep in my bed. thinking that i will be all right the next days. ACTUALLY EVERYTHING WAS ALL RIGHT & till DNT i recap e thing & e problem is still there. wanted to control. & I DID. I'm veri happy that I DID CONTROL. how i wish time could go back. BUT IT CAN NEVER. I don't even dare to tell them that i get such a _____. is like oh my god. I'm trying really hard but why is e ending same. i didn't blame heaven. but please dont make me. I'm tired of it le.
to piggy lucky there is piggy there, company me through all the season. I'm glad that my life has her & i really need you now & future. don't ever separate each other. ILOVESSSYOU.
to airen & sweetielovers & nu er. although I'm not so close to you all then your bestie but i still THANKS you guys for being such a great friends. when i need you guys & you guys make my days although sometime there is some misunderstanding.(if there is) but i never blame you guys cause friendship does have quarrel. i believe it will make us more strong. ILOVESYOU TOO
i thought I'm that strong & brave. but is all a lie. when you're gone. but the only way is to stand on my feet. i don't neo if i can pass all obstacles. But sometime i really tired of smiling. when I'm not in a good mood. but i will still try my best. to be a CHEERFUL gal in front of everyone EYES.
Friday, March 6, 2009, 2:10 PM
