I never neo wat i'm going to do anymore I never neo wat i'm trying to do anymore I never neo is so hard to be strong I never neo how strong can i be I never neo how long can i hold on anymore MAYBE I'M TIRED BY ALL THIS.
MAYBE I NEO YOUR _ _ _ _ _ _ I CAN FEEL IT DE BUT THANKS ANYWAYS YOU GIVE SOME KIND OF PREPARE SO TAT I WON'T BE TOO _ _ _
I NEO THIS FEW WEEK IS SOME KIND OF WEIRD IN ME IS LIKE MY LIFE SUDDENLY SO SUCKIES I DONT NEO WHY EVEN NOW THERE IS A LITTLE WRONG IN MY LIFE COULD LEAD ME TO TEARS && NEGATIVE THINKING && I CANT THINK POSITIVE THINKING FOR E BEING I DONT NEO WHY TOO BUT HOPE YOU GUYS GIVE ME TIME I'LL TRY TO BE ALL RIGHT && TRY TO BE HAPPY LIKE I USED TO BUT ALL I NEED WAS TIME AGAIN
TO PIGGY HOPE YOU'LL GIVE ME TIME && I'LL BE ALL RIGHT && WE'LL BE AS CLOSE AS WE SHLD BE ILOVESYOU
TO SOME-ONE I DONT NEO WAT HAS HAPPEN BETWEEN US SOMETIME YOU'RE GOOD && "BAD" TOO YOU CAN DON'T BOTHER ABOUT ME FOR 3DAYS BUT I TOLD MYSELF NOT CARE ABOUT IT ANYMORE NO MATTER HOW IMPORTANT YOU'RE OR WATEVER I MUST CLOSE ONE OF MY EYES TO LIE TO MYSELF TAT THIS IS NOT E TRUTH I HAVE TO ACCEPT IT IF YOU DONT WANT TO COME BACK THEN JUST LEAVE ME ALONE I'LL BE GLAD. I DONT THINK I SHLD PUT ANY HOPE ON IT ANYMORE
I DONT NEO IF I SHLD CONTINUE LOVING YOU WHEN IM IN SUCH A PATHETIC STATE NOW
Sunday, April 26, 2009, 1:36 PM