I thou i'm okay but actually i'm not. I thou i'm better than last time but actually i'm worsen. I don't neowat has happen to me. I really wish to neo. I could just flare up with just a stupid reason that I myself couldn't accept it. Or just tears suddenly with no reason. There is really something wrong with me. I hope i'm okay. After school so guai, when to have Chinese oral which i never will do. Then went to dance with sec 3. After that dance dance dance. And chat chat chat in studio BIG secret. Laugh. Only international dance member neo. Okay, i'm being lame. Hope we'll have fun sia! After that went to compass with Zhiqing, weiping, rose, sing ree and last me. Went to see some thing, and check e price and decided to buy that. My choice is good larhh. Laugh. Then buy ice-cream saw some friend then went up to sit down then continue chatting, saw many guys dancing, Coool wor. We even wanna learn to wor! Haiyo. Saw one person but not really sure is which sex, guy or gal, but just noe tat e leg is veri thin and nice colour. I'm not a pervert wor. Someone then is, i'm innocent! E someone is look so innocent but e heart is bian tai. Laugh. But she is e 1st one to spot it, Kidding! Then went home and eat my dinner. Here my blogggging.
I finally neo everything about you, i finally neo how you feel, I finally neo you really left me this time for sure, we will never get back like we used to. All e waiting i shouldn't do it. Cause you never neo how much i felt for you, and you never return e feeling i have for you. I thought i wait because you're not that bad, you won't be like this, but i'm all wrong. You're like this. I have to accept the fact. But i scared that tomo i regret wat i say over here. And thing keep on repeating and no stop. Saying that i will forget you but i didn't. I really don't neo. When i close my eyes all i could see was you in my mind. I could see e moment we have. I could see everything but suddenly a light came towards me. And bring you away from me, and you become further and further. And i finally lost you. I hate e light that bring you away, but i shouldn't. E reason that we separate is due to lack of communication, cause of that we become like this... ...
My deepest korkor; Glad that you have found somone you loved. Luckly you didn't wait. Although there are age gap between you and her, but i believe you guys can overcome it. Although i don't neo if you are truth to her or she is truth to you. But i hope you 2 could last long. And prove me that love could last. Although it didn't. Last long long long wor. My deepest laopo; long time didn't chat with you le, hope we will have a meeting soon. So i can meet you asap. Quite miss you seh. Hope you have miss me too? Laugh. Jiayous in study wor!
♥I hate myself being like this, wat has happen to me?♥
Wednesday, July 29, 2009, 8:04 PM