Today was still e same, but in e monring there is junior really veri kaobei didn't respect senior. We're your senior no matter what, just accept the fact that you born on 1996. I'm not trying to bitchy overhere. But it true. No respect, even though i'm shorter than you, so? Then went back to class lesson lesson lesson. Then recess do something that can't say. Then lesson lesson. PC was quite funny! Then off school! Go eat lunch with peixuan and douglas keep bullying douglas. Haiyo, didn't mean it de larhh. Don't angry seh! Cheer up dude! Then talk to wenting and rachel. Then off for dance, dance was like until 4pm, jiu don't have le. Wth, then went to compass with rose, jieyi and jodi. In the end, left me and rose in mac studying and chatting at e same time seh. See until those some kind of ppls that play aeroplane in mac. Flying here and there, and make a loud noise. Then went to popular see until someone holding hands seh with her galfriend. Laugh. Then went home! That all, a boring day. Actually wanted to study but due to some other stuff, really make me no mood at all. Thinking and rotting, maybe later then do ba. ):
Some-One outside not in NCH; (see before you started to guess) Something happen, i feel so useless. I feel i'm a rubbish that you can pick up and throw anytime you feel like. The words you say i can always rmb, i'm sorry for not being so ''big hearted'' that can forget thing in e past, i do forgive but i can't forget. I really don't understand why can you say everything out and even say those thing in your mouth. I can't believe that seh. I thought of having tgt again, but i was wrong and really veri wrong. I shouldn't think of that. I feel like going to a place, that can show all my emotion now, but i'm not stuck at home! Who can save me, i really hate this feeling you give me, making me so fuked up overhere. What can i do now, act as i don't neo. Am i really a rubbish for you to replace, you'll find me when you're alone. I really hate to accept this fact that you give me.):
boy i really wish you're here with me now cause with you around i'm not afraid of anything cause i neo you will be there for me when i need but now you're gone i left with no one but just me
♥ W/o you, life totally suck! And i hate it to the core.♥
Wednesday, August 5, 2009, 8:00 PM