Just come back. Haiyo, feel better after all those games i play with jessery. I feel better indeed a good place. See some ppls finding that they are so sweet, how i wish i could be like them, but i just can't. I'm always alone w/o you. After that, leave le. Sorry uhs. Have to go home le. Hope you have fun wor with you beloved. Hahass. How i wish someone could guide me through this, am i bad or what, who can tell me. I really don't understand this loneliness i have sometimes. I hate it. I hate night even more! I close me eyes, so i couldn't see all those memories. I don't believe of this anymore, cause i neo it couldn't last forever. Fairytale is FAKE! It won't come true. And even it is, is not me. I should accept it. You're gone, you're not that important anymore. I just need a patient listener that could listen to me and be for me. But i couldn't find one to tell or believe. Cause i don't believe that they will listen to my stories, or i would say so quickly. I just need the someone can you be the one i looking for>? I'm veri scared that i will retain this year. Which i don't wish too. If i really retain i'm not going to study man. But can i get passes in EOY, hope i can.
TOMO: - watch bai quan niu wang at 11am - leave home at 4pm for tuition - buy clothes
♥ I don't neo, i really don't neo♥
Friday, August 28, 2009, 9:23 PM