There is something worst happen to me, Either i could believe i could do this, i think no one will too. Cause is rather shock but i think Kelvin and someone neo too. I'm just addicted to it. I feel better. I hate myself for being like this, but no one care. I'm just me! Would my life be any better? I wonder. Cause the pain i feel is not so easy to be understand, i myself also couldn't understand too. Maybe i shouldn't do this anymore. Is kept in my heart. A secret that can never say it out. I just can't get what i want. The person i love, the person i care, the person i need to be with, all this i can't have it. Why? I need a reason, am i veri bad or wat. Is a answer that i can never know. "Everything change since primary 6, thing become worsen since sec 3 and it still continuing."
♥ Is the pain she feel it physically and mentally♥
Saturday, August 8, 2009, 10:21 PM