I really hate to be like this, i really hate to be alone, but who could understand this feeling of mine. The feeling is not so easy to be shown out, is not easy to say out. And no one neo about it, accept me. There is always only me to accept this reality of mine. Which i don't feel like facing it, cause it kill me. I really wish that there is someone could be true for me, i neo that friend and friend should quarrel, but there is a limit but you over it, although i'm e 1st to say one of your things out, but there is not a need for you to say everything out to others, which i didn't even tell anyone about your secret even her. I tell one you tell all. You do you mean by this, and everything is that all lies, or is true? I really feel like asking from last time do you always lie to me, or not. I feel like knowing, if it true, i really have nothing to say anymore... ... Who can make me happy again? Smile like a true one, who can. I really don't neo. Do i still dare to believe anyone now? Do i still dare to believe friends agian or Do i still dare to believe love again? I really don't dare. And i become the little gal again, the loner.
boy where are you, i need you urgently. Please come to me and hold me tight, tell me that you're still the same like before and love me more than last time, kiss me to prove me you're not that kind, Hug me to give me all the warmth you have and take away the bad one. Hold my hand forever to show me which path i should go, and never let go, be there when i need. Be all the memories shall be only you, and that you! ILY!
♥ Maybe i really need to be alone, getting hurt again and again. Why?♥
Friday, August 7, 2009, 9:22 AM