Wa. Just finish the show QUEEN OF NO MARRIAGE. Is from channel 56, 11am-1230pm. Oh my god! I did cried again for this show man. But it really sweet lorhh. And brave for the yun hao xue zhang to give up on wu shuang and let lu ka si to have it. Oh, going tuition soon le. So sianxxx. Chemistry than Phycis. Haiyo, hope it can faster finish larhh. Maybe buying clothes with my friends. Hope still have my size and colour. Laugh. Wa, 6 more days, jiu 1 years le. I breaking my record, hahass. Hope 2 years! I really learn to be independent le. So even until sec 5, is still fine with me. "I no need one" i told myself. I just need myself and my friends in my life. And my families. Don't neo how long i can take it. Hmmm. Sometimes i lie to myself that i'm that strong, but onli one neo, but i believe him that he can keep this important secret of mine. I also don't neo why will i tell him. Haiyo. I regret of saying out, cause i wish that no one neo this. "Getting hurt is one of the way to learn independent, therefore i already learn alot from sec 3." Cause i keep getting it again and again. But now think of it, i finally don't bother about them anymore. And forget them that i care about them and put them in the most important places in my heart. Cause now in my heart there are good friends, no close or bestie anymore. I think i prefer this way, even though i have no one to say too, cause i already use to it le. There are number of things i scare i can't fulfill it. Wish i can. Cause if my studies still not good, i think i'm really going to give up man. Haiyo. Sobbb. There are thousands of scar in my heart, it okay for you to see it, but it is killing me.
Won't think of you again, won't be you but others.
Saturday, August 29, 2009, 12:47 PM