Oh my god! There are ppls coming my house playing but is another group of ppls, was quite shock that we will play again. Laugh. Hmmm, weili was really a beginner sia. Make us all wana laugh like mad le, cause going to win but throw the winning tiles. LOL. Jovi win quite alot of chips and weili too. It was so shock that tony and jessery will lose sia! Hahass. LOL. Qutie fun seh!
After yesterday, today was not really a good day for me. I was totally emoing somehow can't smile like used to be. A fake smile i have. I really don't understand, e answer i hear, is not e answer i want. I wish to close my ears, close my eyes, so i won't see anything that hurt me. But ican't. I really wish wat i hear, is not e truth and i not wat you say. How i wish i could ask you, but i can't. Maybe thing are meant to be this way. Maybe i meant to be alone w/o anyone being there for me. It harder to trust anyone now. "TRUST IS HARD TO GAIN BUT EASY TO LOSE." So i don't wish to lose anyone now! ILY all!! Give me time to think about it seriously. Time is all i need now. I really need to think slowly and think everything, it is truth? I really don't neo, i hope they didn't lie to me about the thing. But i also don't wish to neo that you're actually backstab me and say everything out about me. Haiyo. Life is really irritating sometimes and hurtful. Who can help me? To knoe the truth of everything, so then i won't be so tiring sometimes. "I didn't neo that you means so much to me, i thought i could forget you, but i didn't. Or should i listen to your explanation, but i don't think you wanna tell me ba." boy, can you come back to me? I really miss you now, you're e one that never leave me no matter what. And be there for me, ILOVEYOU! You're the best. I really hope you're beside me now. But you're not. I'm all alone.
Those who neo that who i like/ love, plese don't say it out. Thank's! Because i trusted to you. So please don't say it out. And keep it in your heart. I really will appreciate that. If not, more problem will come. Haiyo.
♥ You're not e one i neo from the start♥
Thursday, August 6, 2009, 7:22 PM