I really don't know what to do sometimes. How i wish the wish make will come true one day. I'm still waiting for it to appear. How i wish i was given a chance to do this all over again? The one you love, may not be the one that love you. The one that love you, may not be the one you love, that what love is. Sometimes i don't mind to be your friends, but i just wish i can. Cause i don't given a chance to even do that. I can be the person you can wish to be. A listener you want, to say everything that you feel sad, angry about. Or a good adviser, i can be anything just for you. Cause i just want to know you, that all. I don't want us to be a stranger. Haiyo, later going for tuition, telling myself that still have one more month to EOY. Then i can enjoy to the max le! So it okay to be studying for now. Cause i want to be the one that is smiling and not crying. Actually, reading it keep remind me if what you say was real, saying that you will. But i don't know which one i should believe. Believing in the one that i hear. Or believe the one you write which is long long ago. Hesitating again cause of you. Hate it to the max. Don't know that you are such a big influence in my life. Making me mood swing all the time. I just can't control the mood swing occur on me. Hmmm, i really don't know what to do, who can give me some advice? Haiyo, i'm not going to think anymore. Cause even if i'm here thinking if it true, i can never know the answer cause no one is going to tell me. No one read your mind. Grrr. It SUCK! Oh, damn it. I think i lost the IC letter. Grrr, btw who can tell me what to bring for the IC thingy? Please msg to me. Thank's!
What should i do, who can tell me?♥
Saturday, September 12, 2009, 2:27 PM