Wednesday 281009 I have somehow forgotton what i have done. But i guess is not smth good either. So is better not to think about it anyways. Actually going to px house to get all my file home. But in the end, she didn't bring keys. Then come to my house, packing my stuff then fall asleep. Went to compass, to buy drink and chesse hot dog. Then take bus with px till anchorvale. Seeing them play kite, leaving them at 7pm slack awhile then went home. Eat dinner then went to AMK with family, buy quite alot of stuff. Then supper. Went home watch chaneel U at 10pm. Sleeepingg.
i close one of my eyes, so i couldn't see how heartless of you to left me here.
Thursday 291009 Went to see VP, actually she is not that bad like how i think. Lucky, hope that she read the letter will agree to it. And i promise will never be broke cause i don't want to regret le. I must work hard and jiayou's too. Then sleeping time as there is no lesson. Watching those video and fallen asleep. Hahass. Playing scrabble for 2 periods, with jaslin, shuhui, atikah. It damn funny. Bell ring, went to eat lunch. Thank's xiaotian, yishu and one person for companying me for awhile even though they left fast. Bused home.
Thing to do once i reach home. - computer - cleaning my room - studying - watch teve
Xiaotian: It okay larhh. You didn't pangsei me so don't worry. And i'm not that petty too. And hope we can promote tgt, right? You can tell me anything, i will be your listener de, so don't worry! I'm always there for you. ^^ Jaslin: Thank's for companying me all times! The feeling of having someone beside me is great. :D Izaak: Is so weird man. Everyone is saying about it. Hahass. Thank's for your everything. It good to have you as a friend (aka asshole), entertaining me, listening to all my repeating complain, listening to everything i say ( like say halfway then didn't say, but you still listen even though is making you angry.) Giving me encouragement. Lucky that i have meet you. :D
I thought i could tell myself that this is not the final, but is actually is. I told myself not to bother so much about you.Why should i care if i feel i'm alone even though i'm with you.Left out i should say, but now i'm fine. I'm telling myself not to care so much either. Study is important, i'm not going to neglect my studies due to my emotion. Cause i won't be having second chance like what i have now. I don't want thing to happen again like 09! I'm going to get over it. :D
finally can rest after knowing everything.
Thursday, October 29, 2009, 3:10 PM