* NOTE READERS It will going to be somehow emo and confused post! If you have any bad comment about me being emo. Please don't read it then. It better for you and me. ^^ Don't feel like waking today as i going to be late. But in the end, i still got up and manage not to be late. Fuck it. But i broke up today, due to talking to jaslin halfway. Thank's JASLIN and JIAHUI. Hahass. But i'm fine after awhile. Hahass. Haiyo, hope that thursday / friday will be a better day for me. I don't know i just couldn't be that positive to think, all the negative is coming. I don't know if i should retain or trying to appeal? I'm so confused, but even if i appeal will she let me. Who knows? Maybe i shouldn't spend so much time in emoing, or get confused before june if not everything will not happen. I have waste the 6 months for doing craps thingy. Everything will change if i retain. Am i willing to accept it? Gosh!
THANK'S jaslin ( for listening to all my craps from morning to evening),rowena, xiaotian. *companying me through out THANK'S izaak, jiahui, jessery, jinghui, deonne, peixuan, szechi. *encouragement
I need to be quite down and think everything, Am i willing to be sec 3 again? Am i willing to work double hard in sec 3? Am i willing to accept ppls having different type of thinking about me? Am i willing to study everything over again? Am i willing to waste another 365 days again? Can i accept that i retain even though i study? Confuseddd.
Going to be all right soon.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009, 8:32 PM