Actually everything is all right till physic lesson came, everything change. Mood become moody, nearly tears. Don't know when i become so weak ? Maybe w/o anyone beside make me become weaker. Haiyo, don't know what will happen that day? Will there be anyone even rmb, will there be anyone to be there. Haiyo. A big thank's to izaak tan zhi sheng! A secret between you and me. Shhh. Never been looking forward cause afraid of knowing the truth. Haiyo. Regret of not watching FAME. Wth, wasted such a nice movie, who has VCD? My life have never been fully happy this year. Cause this year really suck. Heaven seems to be giving me many test wanted to test me to see if i can overcome it. This test include many tears, disappointment, no confidence to self and others. I'm not sure if i can overcome it. But i know i did lost before, but i did stand up and face it and even accept it. But during this time, many stupid thing have come in my mind, shed tears and many more. But this is part and parcel of life. In the end, i manage to overcome and be me. I believe there are more obstacles in life like showing me which are my true friends and which are just hypocrites. I will try to live each day with the fulllest. And now regret it anymore. Cause you're my 1st person that make feel regret.
Am i meant to be like this each day, can my life be any better A pathetic bitch, i wonder. Her life can never be any better.
♥Nearly broke down again, can i be stronger?♥
Saturday, October 31, 2009, 12:16 AM