Thursday 221009 if i'm not wrong that will be. -went home for english tuition then home
Friday 231009 -striaght away go malayisa with dad and sister -eat lunch there around 5pm reach spore -buy cake at woodland -went to dad office -went home -SLACK
Saturday 241009 -wake up at 11am -eat breakfast and watch XING FU AN KANG -went to cut hair with peixuan -meet jaslin -write form for jobs -chat chat chat eat eat eat drink drink drink -went for tuition -chemistry lesson slacking chit chat -break eat *pastaminia -physic lesson do some work -went home watch BOF! -sit at my dad car for 2 hours ( fetch bro, sis, mum) -eat supper ( i didn't eat but drink sugar cane it suck okay) -around 2 smth sleep
Sunday 251009 -wake up -eat breakfast and watch teve -go for math tuition (slacking do some question) -dad fetch me -eat dinner tgt -fetch mum -back HOME!
I experience this moment. I wish i could just gone quickly so i could forget it. But it just wouldn't, why must i face this fact. I don't want, it is too cruel for me. I want someone to lean on, but i have no one. I need a listener but i don't have. What can i have then? Tears and emo. Fuck it. I don't want that anymore in my life, all i want was simple. But why i couldn't get it. I think only 2 will rmb, but who will? Trying to dry all my tears with my hands so you couldn't get to see my ugly side. I'm smiling, you know? Sometimes i want to but i miss you, i scare i will regret. Haiyo, why are you such a influence on me. I really don't know
Sorry izaak, you shouldn't waste your effort. I can't.
Sunday, October 25, 2009, 9:29 PM