I hardly can believe what i heard from my mum, at first i thought she was lying to me or joking with me. But it turn out to be the truth! The truth that i can't accept. I really don't know what to do. I have two choice but i don't want too. Haiyo, who can understand me? Sometimes really wondering hard. Haiyo, have to accept the fucking fact i have, which kill me. Haiixx. Who know? I don't regret, but i just don't understand why i study so hard but i still can't get what i want.
Hard to accept ; Hard to accept ; Hard to accept .