168 POST: Today i was awake, and was ask to go to physic. Meet him then go school. Stupid izaak, in the end, my name is not there. Wth. Then chit chat, listen alittle. Then went to see someone. Then go for dance. Dance practice was normal, tiring and craps with Iris the most. As she is damn happy now wor. Someone return. Then went to buy cheese hotdog, bused home. And something stupid happen. =.= Fall asleep till 7pm. Eat dinner. Study awhile, watch teve then com. That my life, simply bored. Haiixx. FYI, newspaper report that human don't sleep less than 5 or more than 10 a day. Your life will be shorter. Not sure if is true! But is better to believe it since is report.
"Sometimes is hard to be strong when one needs. I'm not that strong like i look. I need someone eventually. Wish i can find someone to talk too like what other people are doing. Smiling in the outside but crying in the inner, cause my life has suck since January. And it not better. Maybe i meant to be like this. Sometimes i'm wondering, am i evil or what? But nothing came out. Is a unknown answer. Who can tell me the reason? I hate this feeling, it really suck. I just want a listener someone that could company me, is that so hard to ask for? Why could others have, but not me."
Thursday where should i go then? I'm bored. Watch movie? Lan? Shopping? Sianxxxx, hope tomo will be better for those have the same thinking with me.
Trademark-Only Love Two a.m. and the rain is falling Here we are at the cross roads once again You're telling me you're so confused You can't make up your mind This is meant to be you're asking me But only love can say Try again or walk away But I believe for you and me The sun will shine one day So I'll just play me part And pray you'll have a change of heart But I can't make you see it through That's something only love can do In your arm as the dawn is breaking Face to face and a thousand mines apart I've tried my best to make you see There's hope beyond the pain If we give enough if we learn to trust I know if I could find the words To touch you deep inside You'd give our dream just one more chance Don't let this be our goodbye
♥I think that night will be a quite night like i expected.♥
Tuesday, November 3, 2009, 10:37 PM