184 POST: Went out with xiaotian>Sleep>Dinner>Computer>Teve>Sleep. It the same for everyday and it only for me. Haiixx. Sobbb sia. Neeed $. Tomo got dance not sure if i can wake up on time. Haiixx. Then after that where should i go then? Life is boring. Sobb. Hmmm, i need $ so i could spend happily.
I bet you will say you can't make it, i have experience it le. It okay. I should get used to it. No use holding on to it. You don't love me anymore, don't you? Not like last time is has been so long le. I'm afraid that i could take you as him. I'm not trying to be bitch over here.But i just scare i couldn't control myself. Go away! I don't wanna hurt you my friends. You're the one that listen 1/4 of my problem. Even you're the one i say most too. So i wish we could continue this friendship. I know it hurt you alot although you didn't show it out or say to anyone. But i wish you could so i could understand what you're thinking now. But what i could say now is SORRY to you! I hope you could forgive me and continue our friendship like last time. I can't control my feeling for him. Thank's for listening to my craps and feeling at times. I don't wanna lose you as a friend.
♥Wanna be crazy so i won't feel anything.♥
Monday, November 23, 2009, 11:14 PM
