169 POST: I'm thinking craps again. I promise not to think about it again, cause it ruin me. But i just couldn't control my stupid mind. Don't feel like going dance later, but i have to increase my %. If not i won't get point for this year. And my SYF will be gone. Ohgosh, i regret for not going during school times, if i have i can slack during holiday. Grr. Who ask me larhh. Haiyo. Seriously regretted.
I pray to god wishing that you're here with me but my wish is not fulfill. When can i be fulfill, i hate being like this. Living in my world is suck. Living w/o you by my side, is like the fish live w/o water. I want you back so then my life could be prefect even though nothing seems to be right. How i wish i can, but i know that is not reality. Hope tomorrow outing will be great! Hope that day outing will be great and fun too! (hope so, no one know, maybe only 4. Hahass.)
♥You're not not there when i pray for your existence.♥
Wednesday, November 4, 2009, 1:02 PM