210 POST: Happy Twinnie day wor! 1 year 5 month le uhs. Hahass. ILY! Although we're not so close as last time but at least is better than last time. Hahass. And thank's for just now uhs. And see if the guy got reply you anot? Waiting man. :D Early morning have a good quarrel with mummy or i should say a good scolding from her. Cause i didn't even say anything back to her. But just listen what she say. God damn it. Haiyo. Luckly my mood is not spoil. Hahass. Thank's to them! (: How i wish i could leave here, i couldn't understand what you say. You say you have been been bearing with my attitude or going out with me from january till now. But you never know that i been bearing for you guys from primary 6 to now. Don't force me to say i shouldn't. Seriously it suck. I hate you. Please larhh use your fucking brain and think did you ever care for me? Say you do but you don't. Say you understand me but you don't. Don't ever try to control me cause you won't win. I rather everyone think that i'm bad or watever. I don't bother cause i won't bother what you guys say. Is your mouth let you be it. Don't make me say something i shouldn't. Don't make me do what i don't wish too. Cause i changed. Fuck off. I know i suck. I'm the worst in study, i'm the most lian. As a family you shouldn't be saying me all this. But you're the one that start it. I sometimes wonder am i even part of it? I don't feel i'm part of it. I don't feel happy instead i'm emoing when i reached home. Wth is this. A family, Sorry i think i don't know what the meaning of that. You make me, i'm just changing the way you hurt me. How i wish there is someone telling my parent now? How i wish there is someone helping me. Gosh! Parent ban me from going out. Fuck it. How silly of me thinking that i have pass the sadness in sec 3, thinking that life will be better, but i'm still back in square one. Parent couldn't understand me. The distance between me and you is longer than i expected.