201 POST: Wait up around 1230pm, then get already for tuition. Dad bring me there, mum pei me eat lunch then go cut her hair. Then i went for tuition. Tuition, tuition. tuition finally end. Then dad fetch me home. Currently at home. Will be going to hospital to see grandpa. Must get well. Then tomo guess will be the same man. Gosh! Boring. I'm going to spend my $30 sia. Due to the clothing i saw at muacks. It so chio. Haiixx. ):
Xiaotian: Wow! Don't know that you'll miss me sia. 2 weeks never see you le. I also miss you seh. Hahass. Meet up sooon. Hope you can stay overnight wor. (: You: Don't know. What wrong with you. Are you really unwell or are you just avoiding me from last time till now? I really don't know what i have done wrong. But how i wish time could go back so i won't hurt you. Give me a chance to be like last time we're. I don't wanna lost a friend like you. No one wants. I really miss those moments that with you. Do you ever? Rachel: Cheer up man! (: Peixuan: Haiyo, don't say i not good larhh. Didn't write you. Hahass. Hmmm, Sianxx lorhh. See you tomo for dance. Don't sleep too late if not tomo can't wake up again. Gosh! ):
* Someone special but not now anymore. I don't need you around like last time. I finally learn how to move on w/o you. Cause you don't need me like how i need you. I'm finally awake by now. I won't care the things you done or say, cause is a past that we share, and not the future anymore. You can leave me w/o a tears so do i. I'm not weak as you think, i'm not that devoted anymore. Even there are times i think that you do, but actually is not. Why should i lie to myself saying that you still do. Is killing me like hell. How i wish you could tell me that you don't love me anymore.
What do you mean by that " By letting him go, you're bringing him closer?"