206 POST: *NOTED, Quite emo post: I was so lucky that i'm all right for yesterday man. Hahass. Freedom is all i need now. Cause i don't want to rot at home and thinking all those useless stuff man. No choice telling parent they don't understand me. I can't possibly tell them as a reason they are going to kill me then. If i have ap arent that can heart to hear talk about everything include BGR. That will be best man. Haiixx. Gosh! Who can understand me. I want to have a heart to heart talk. Gosh! Simply tired to be Audrey. I don't want to be independent. Being independent make me tired. Hard to trust, harder to say it out. That me, the useless me. If i have one listener or adviser by my side all long, that will be great. Smile in the outer, but crying in the inner. I don't regret being alone and i finally accept it. Accept that you don't belong to me. But i just couldn't get you out of my stupid mind. I don't know why. I failed badly. Just give me something that make me forget you. It not advisable to love too deep, cause the deeper you love, the wound is hard to recover. Maybe that is called love.The one you love is not the one that love you. That why people get hurt most of the time. Who can help me? ):
♥I'm still in the past where i don't belong.♥
Friday, December 18, 2009, 9:08 AM