211 POST: Hmmm, seriously wake up late around 1pm. Hahass. 1st time man, i myelf also tio shock. Then peixuan come my house study lorhh till 5 smth. Then she disiao me lorhh. So bad of her too. Sobb. Then eat dinner>tuition>home>Com>talk on the phone with bitch(maybe)>Sleeep>TOMO!! (: I'm not going to listen, I'm so sorry. But i would like you to know that if you think i'm going to turn to bad or watever i would do it when I'm sec 2. Why will i have to wait till I'm sec 3. Why can't you just think, before you scold me or do any decision. I'm so sorry for not listening. But i won't turn to bad, don't worry. I just want some freedom before sec 4 start. I still got do my homework still. I hope we can have a nice talk or watever. So you could understand my feeling, but i don't think you will ever. Sobbb. When can this war ever stop before it turn to like some crazy thing. Freedom is all i wanted, is that so hard from you? I really don't understand. Staying at home alone is like in the jail man just that house has better environment than jail. How i wish you're reading this. Foolish thinking, i know. That the distance between you and me. You ask me to stay home ask me not to use com. I already tolerate all your craps le. What more you want? I'm going out, like i say. I have my reason, i don't mind what you say. Cause i know that i didn't do any wrong things jiu can le. We're like the two parallel line that can never meet.
I can never go back to the time when i was small like a kiddy that smile when i have a sweet. Is hard to smile brightly, being a baby is better than being a teenager, or adult. How i wish I'm a baby now. But i know is impossible i have to face the fact even though i hate it.
♥I hate this part right here.♥
Tuesday, December 22, 2009, 2:18 PM
