220 POST: This is not i want. And is not wat i wished. How i wish i could, but is really only me here. I hate it. Is back to wat we're. Communication break down. I'm worry things will gone bad like is used to. I really don't know who to said. I don't know how long can i carry this happy smile on my face, cause i'm tired of it. I see you, and indeed you change like wat you say, maybe is time for me to.. But do you really change till like this?