224 POST: I don't know what has happen to me. I really wanna a answer from myself. Starting to hate myself for being so useless as i know the reason. Of being so quite and dao sometimes. Or i don't know why. People who can help? I wondered. Become worst to worsen. I hope I'm okay, but is hard for me. Isolating is what i can do for the being. Hate myself. Mood swing is worst too. Everything seems so worst recently. Everything crash. Like study, tuition,friends. Starting to give up, if i can. But i know i can''t. Thinking negative again and again. Don't let me think, i don't want history to repeat again and again, I'm tired of you. I'm tired of facing the truth, don't feel like seeing you as it make me think of you now and then. The moment that can never leave my mind even months pass. How i wish my love story never start so then it will never ends with tears. Trying to think positive, and hopefully hope i can.
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Friday, February 5, 2010, 3:02 PM