231 POST: Gosh! And i still haven't do my homework yet. Even though is a MARCH HOLIDAY! But it doesn't look like, due to the homework and the days that we are going back school. And i don't know how to ask daddy for some money for the things i want. And i have to be more careful when i spend $$, cause there are many events lately, and specially some of them are leaving us, and of course my dearest peixuan birthday.
Life is better now, i finally walk out of the 'darkness'. I won't get mood swing so easily, i won't cried suddenly. I won't do all those emotion stuff so much anymore. When i know the truth, i don't feel sad or jealous like last time i do. Maybe is really true that i have forgotten about you. I will remember the happy moments of ours but i will forget that i actually had a hard time to overcome this. Cause sadness is meant to be forget. Isn't it?
Even though i have forgotten him, but you're still important to me too. I also don't want to lose you either. Hope everything goes well for me and you. Is hard for us to be like last time. I didn't wish time could go back, cause i know that if two parties are willing to try, things are going to be the same too. And i hope that you actually feels the ways that i'm feeling now. The trust, the care and concern, the happy moments, and all the things that we overcome. I hope you never forget... I hope we're still so close, the sworn sister you said before, do you still remember? I hope you do... ...
♥Gal, the promise you told me, is that still available for now?♥
Sunday, March 14, 2010, 1:04 AM