230 POST: Getting the result i have I'm not really satisfy, but i have no choice, due to my emotion i neglect it. But i still try to focus in it, even though is hard. But luckily, i didn't fail all. I fail 3 still, which is English, combine humanities and O level Chinese. But what make me mad was that my Chinese get 49.1, i just need 0.9 to pass.
Even we have been back, even if i try not to care or remember about the past. Sometimes what you said, but sometimes your words really hurt me. Sometimes i could cry because of it, i didn't even told a single soul. Hope it going to be all right.
I finally let it go, believe it or not. I finally sang the song w/o you a tears rolling down or feeling sad or regretted, and i did it. Even though i took me like months to do it but i finally don't love you anymore. It a final goodbye!
Regarding of my daily: Rotting at my house from morning to now, and i'm still alone all this while. It has been 8 hours le. Gosh! Bored to the core. Think that i must save money on my own, dad is not going to help me. ):