237 POST: What i do today, please read it, if you're curious/concern about me, if not press the X over there: Wake up very early today to open the door for a Auntie then my sleep is ruin, maybe I'm too tired le, so i can still went back to sleep despite the Auntie keep asking me things. Then have breakfast, watch the show which make me tears a little. Then use com till 7pm, the watch a funny show in channel 5, then , back to com awhile jiu in lalaland le. Tomo tuition time, then HOLIDAY is finish le, it ends so fast, i haven't enjoy enough yet. Sobb. I want more holiday, can i?
I don't know why, even though i feel like knowing the reason, but i just couldn't dare to ask you why. Cause i know it will worsen it, am i going to continue to let it be like this. Who can tell me why, I'm confused by you, your action, your words. It become lesser and lesser each day, i can't think of anythings to tell/talk you anymore, I'm once again speechless. Do you know how i feel? Thinking of the reason you told me/ Seeing the reason you write it somewhere, i hesitate again, are we already to be together, is there any misunderstanding or problem that stop us or this is just a another story that ends our relationship? It hurt days by days, using my smile to hide the tears. I wonder why when peoples are happy, I'm suffering instead.
Hate the days is raining, is making feel like crying more.
♥I'm confused by all your actions and words.♥
Saturday, March 20, 2010, 12:51 PM