254 POST: I did really enjoy yesterday with my loved one to Malaysia. I had buy lots of stuff for myself and my stomach! And after this trip, it make me feel like going to Taiwan even more. My sister was a joker with me, we laugh like crazies, bulling each other. So duper funny la! After tat, go home and put other things and went to fetch my mummy. Went to our dinner and home sweet home. :D Watch the channel 8 show because it was the last ep. But i hate the ending la, can it be better or give us a fairytale ending or a sad ending, at least is better la. Oh my god! Watch channel U then in my lalaland. :)
Today i realise i have only 4-5 days to N- LEVEL SOCIAL STUDIES, so fast. Can i memories so many essay at one time. I don't think so. How i wish i can get a A2 or B3 because my English will definitely pull me down no matter how.Grr, time is running out. All the best everyone! Hope you guys can get below 19 point and proceed to Sec 5 in 2011. :D
The moments of breaking down in the past... .... .... I remembered the time when i was foolish, crying in the night where no one knows. Hurting myself with the sharp edges things. Feeling so stupid, why should i do this to myself where he doesn't bother at all. When he doesn't know how was i feeling inside. He doesn't know how much i loved him, care for him and trusted him the most. Everything was over, after 3 months of break down. I finally become better. However, I still haven't forget you, but at least i did not hurt myself anymore. After months has past i finally let go of you... ... Therefore, i want to say is that: Treat yourself better, give yourself time to let him go, let him vanish from your life as a lover. Do not hurt yourself. Love yourself. You will definitely be all right w/o him. All you need was just TIME. If i can let go, i bet you can! :D Trust me nothing is impossible! Time will fade everything. (:
And definitely i will also remember the good & happy memory when i was with you... ...